
you hear a knock at your door.


A deer passes you.


It scampers away, unbeknownst to your presence.

you open the door.

You aim, your finger is on the trigger.


you hear a knock at your door.




Hi there! Thank you for checking out my carrd. There's a few important things to go over if you're considering interacting with this creature of mine.
pilot. please be over the age of 21+ when engaging with this character and myself. i am an adult well over that age and due to the themes that my character are involved with, i am most comfortable with that age range. style. i am a multi-para, novella type writer. there are a lot of poetic themes and symbolism used in my writing. if you ever have any questions or want for clarity regarding my prose, please ask! i'd be happy to clear the air. communication. please communicate with me regarding all things plot related, confusions, difficulties, or potential pain points. i'm an easy individual to speak to, so please don't feel afraid to bring up ideas or concerns my way, we'll talk it out. behavior. common sense, keep ic and ooc separate. i'm happy to make new friends as long as we're all cool and nothing weird :') any uncomfortable behaviors will be communicated and boundaries broken will cut interactions. i have no tolerance for this.

ask about rp even if i don't have my tag on!
themes. all themes are acceptable, from slice of life content to dark and mature themeing. while this character is more than capable of integrating herself into normal every-day scenarios and light-hearted situations, she is also privy to the gritty and mature themes as well. continued... deeper interactions with this character may go into the following:
?. disturbing imagery (blood/horror/gore)
?. sickness and death
?. kidnapping/abduction
?. depictions of grief
?. suicidal ideation (situational)
Please communicate if any of these bother you. They do not have to be relevant. content. i'm more than happy to fulfill roles for other characters! caretaker is very plausible as a supportive totem to a lot of things, but she can also provide an obstacle of sorts. let's brainstorm!
contact. i am not opposed to exchanging discords as long as people aren't weird about it. i am not always on ffxiv so it can be a lot easier to plan things through discord. just please don't explode my dms.


the caretaker. something gentle like the small, budding blooms of a distant flower tree. soft and careful, her steps are oh-so-quiet. she is kind, bearing a heart of warmth and gentle hands that work with meticulous care. her voice purrs with velvet and a smile is permanently fixed to a rosy face, looking upon anything and everything with a forgiving glance. she’s not called the ‘caretaker’ for nothing. the runaway. it weighs like a stain that could never wash out, the haunt of distant memories and gnarled roots. a name abandoned, a lifestyle forgotten – she’s left it all behind for a fresh new start and a brand new identity. but there’s no mistaking the vice grip her past has on her heart and soul, the subtle twitch of her lips and a mournful stare. avoidant. the afflicted. it wouldn't take one long to notice an affliction of sorts, a gentle cough and a body that deteriorates in the face of extended labor. medication and tonics can only go so far as to settle the symptoms.. perhaps it is something that is here to stay. the dreamer. starry eyes and a face that peers for the horizon; she bears a heart that wants more than a simple, mundane life. to explore, to experience new sights ... surely there is so much more than this.
there has to be more than this..
?. her tail is quite long and very, very fluffy. ?. she has feral, beast-like paws for feet. ?. curtaining those baby blues, her lashes are nearly white. ?. aether blooms like a ripple, a running fountain.



【the caretaker】
common.
it's your lucky day! whether you requested a contract retainer or your client/employer has brought you some company with your work -- you've gained a caretaker. she's kind and seems capable enough -- put her to work and she'll get it done! .. probably.

【bright-eyed for adventure】
common.
you know that look; one you may have had once in your youth. eyes that gleam for the horizon and a heart that swells for the unknown. she craves adventure even if it seems so out of reach. for a simple girl with a simple life, maybe she can afford to be selfish. is that a burden you're willing to bear?

【delighted courier】
common
might you be a peddler of sorts? a merchant looking to make fine connections and keep your pockets full? well the little miss is in need of reliable faces she can turn to for her deliveries. if you've got wares to sell, she's got money to buy! while it might not be her own, she can spread the good word.

【a tender heart】
common.
she has quite the friendly company; a beacon for creatures and critters alike. in the company of furry, scaled and feathered friends, they are at peace with her radiant soul. tranquility soothes even the sharpest of fangs by the ghost of her hand. a gift of the woods, no doubt.

【fresh new face】
common
you've never seen her before and something tells you she isn't from around here, she's too .. gullible. too clean. too kind. little doves like that are gobbled up in the jewel. nevertheless, she looks a touch lost and could really use some direction. point her in the right direction, will you?

【precious cargo】
uncommon.
you've been tasked with a simple job this time around, deliver the cargo safely to this exact location. no questions, no details. what you didn't expect was the cargo to be something living, breathing, feeling. a person. it's imperative that she is delivered in one piece. will you fulfill that task, no questions asked?

【sickness and health】
uncommon.
medication and tonic can only go so far and their effectiveness seems to wane. she's in search of something new, something more helpful for her afflictions and a terrible, terrible cough. might you be a doctor or herbalist? perhaps you know one? .. she may have a word with you.

【whispers of the wood】
rare
the woods whisper her name; there is a price that has yet to be paid. trees loom overhead with the cast of shadows that dance in the night and their pointed twigs curl like claws. they know of her sins; they know of her blood. and there is penance.


wise • troubled • fearful
loh mihgo
blood "i try to forget you. but even in death, y'find ways to haunt me still. why can't y'just leave me alone..? i don't want to do this anymore.""it's not fair. it's not fair. it's not fair. it's not fair."

loving • soft • selfless
baha mihgo
blood "i'll try to do it right this time 'round. an' maybe then you'll have somethin' real to be proud of.""i'll do whatever it takes."

distant • broody • stern
lanathir esser
...? "i can't quite seem to think straight around you. i.. don't know what it is. it won't be long before our paths inevitably split for good an' yet.. an' yet.. i cannot help but dread that day. do we really have to say goodbye?"".. what if i don't want to..?"

bold • forthright • strong
wyra'to m.
acquainted "it's nice t'know there's folks out there like you, standin' up for folks like me. and though i know there is ought behind steeled flesh, i hope that the star is kinder to ya.""and may the gods relieve you of your burden one day."




























